The Last Step

The last step...

I traveled so much to be here
always dreamed to get there

And to finish this small gap
I need to take a proper last step

But I am insecure
holding tighter

First time feeling sweat
doubt that whether things will meat

My wings are heavy and my back has pain
want to close my eyes and to avoid loss ready to even, leave the gain

Its like essay question of paper
against a pinch hitter last ball of the over

I m remembering all those tough things
where I proved myself 'Lord of the rings'.

Trying to convince myself for sure victory
but still finding this toughest in my history

I am begging for one more day
regretting for wasting yesterday

My all morals are gone for toss
and ready to even cheat to complete the process

Cause I want to mark my feet on the map
and for that I need to take the last step

MAYANK
copyright 2008
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I want that day and Iwant that in my way

I am waiting for the day and I want that in my way,
I want to stand strong and you accept yourself wrong.

I have only one desire that every one admire,
that my beard is a mane and I never wanted an aero plane.

But I dreamed of a thing, to fly I should have wing,
I live with the theme I should swim against the stream.

But I was a child and you were very wild,
I felt a gun on head and ran till I was dead.

My wings could never grow and life for me was sorrow,
I was trapped in stream, I had my broken dream.

I was standing in rain and you never understood that pain,
My hopes were getting thin, who is responsible for that sin?

These all things u did when I was a small kid,
I always hid, when I was a small kid.

I lost confidence to try and neither could I cry,
but inside it was humid when I was a small kid.

But I never broke down cause for her I dreamed of a crown,
I never showed my anger because I would look like a bagger.

Standing on shore I dreamed something more,
that thing provided me new soul and I tried to fill the inside hole.

My destiny is revenge and this should not change,
my dream was new and this is how I grew.

I could see a new ray and waiting for my day,
I am waiting for the day and I want that in my way.

MAYANK
copyright 2008
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