I need u

i need u
do i need to tell this?
cant u read my eyes
for u there are a lot of bliss

i want u to be mine
still not able to decide the relation
but i will be on cloud number nine

fighting to myself
inside i m feeling like a craven
but if u cud understand my things
i will be on seventh heaven

i lost all my opportunities
without even thinking of ur importance
but now not able to bear
ur unavoidable ignorance

i see u holding my hand in a mustard field
its 5.30 o clock in evening
cold air is flowing
and our bodies are shivering.

but there are two things which are steady
our hands and our hearts, feeling warmth of each others emotions
and the surrounding is becoming more n more heady
sun has gone down only red sky with bluish background is there
both are welcoming the wind to get colder and colder

we r standing on the bank of a river
watching fishes goes little in the air
i m kicking in the water
watching drops of water going on ur face
and looking at your vibrating eyes

but these all things are black n white
don’t even know is it wrong or right
cause i m not able to decide
what m i doing?
why m i doing?
what is the appellation of these feelings
on the basis of what i m taking horse ride
i m not able to name the relation
what should i call this infatuation
but one thing is in deep inside
holding your hand or just hide

hoping to end this endless summers
when my dreams will get your true colours

MAYANK
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